Changes...

I am sitting here staring at Austin as he swings in his swing and wrestles with a burp cloth!! His hands seem to be going 90 to nothing now a days--its quite comical.

Today has been ok--not as wonderful as yesterday, but I think thats partly my fault. I broke down and had some home made enchiladas with cheese last night and I think he's paying for it today! Not eating dairy is much harder then I ever imagined---but dealing with a very fussy baby is harder so I guess I will continue to try to live dairy free for now.

AS I had mentioned before-Shea's truck has sold and now we wait for his motorcycle to get up and running and legal. If you guys can pray for this to happen in a timely manner, we would appreciate it. I think we both are feeling so much stress right now--mine is mainly with Austin at work and his is mainly feeling in limbo with his transportation. If he does not have the bike back by the beginning of next week, he can take the train to work...but that means Austin and I getting him to the train station early in the morning and picking him up in the evenings. Its doable, but having Austin in the car is not much fun in this heat so we just pray that everything gets finished and fixed quickly!!

I also am trying to make the decision on what to do with Austin as we move forward from this week. I want to make the wise choice--whatever that is. I did find some one I like who could keep him part time or full time and of course if I dont hire her soon, I could loose her. But I don't want to a make a rushed decision because I am scared of loosing her! I just need some wisdom on what to do.